out of the blue
proud
disappointed
curious
anxious
exhausted
call it
sleep
long
in handy
suddenly
cheerful
looks as though
embarrassed
concerned
envious
save
like
to stay
get the hang
the spot
Paul's diaryEverything was perfect, but then,
, my life changed
. Yesterday, I was a
man. I used to believe that love was just an easy game. I used to be very
of my life, but now it
my happiness is gone.To be honest, I am deeply
. I said something wrong, and now I feel so
about it. I am confused because she left and didn't say why. I was
to know the reason, but she stayed silent. Now, I am
about my future because a dark shadow is over me. I’m not half the man I used to be.I feel
and upset. Sometimes I am
of happy people in the street. I am
because I think about my mistakes all the time. I hoped to
the day, but I failed. We decided to
a day and she walked away.It looks
my troubles are here to stay. Last night, I tried to
on it, but the pain is still here
. Now, I
for the past. I am writing a song about it. I am finally starting to
of the melody. This music comes
when I feel bad—it really hits
.I am still a little bit hopeful that my troubles will go away soon.